Author : Nazeefa Sabo Nashe Category : African Stories & Novels
zan yi ba, da shi da ya dawo da ita gidan zan yi… kafin na
Koma kanta, lokaci guda nake jira da zan yi ruining rayuwarta, sai ta gwammace bata zo duniya ba, ku jira
ku ga..” Amani da ta ji komai ta dawo ta tsaya daga gefe ta bi su da kallon d’aya bayan d’aya. Kafin ta saki
dariya ta furta “Before you ruin my life ki jira kwana ka’dan za ki bar gidan nan, don Dada ya kusan yin
aure muguwa kawai……
A firgice suka bita da ido, ita kuwa ta shige bedroom zuciyarta fara k’al. Ko bakomai ta kuntata mata
kamar yarda itama ta mata.
Masifa k’awayen nata suka shiga yi, suna furta Cab amma Safna kin yi sake, ai kuwa in dai kika bari aka
miki kishiya ki tabbatar barin cikin group d’in mu ya zama dole gareki. Kin san taken mu… BA MU BA
KISHIYA….
Shigowar Dahda ce yasa suka yi shiru da zancen illa Mommy da ta zuba masa ido tana masa kallon
tuhuma. Tsare girarsa ya yi sosai yana amsa gaisuwar da k’awar Mommyn take masa kafin ya shige part
d’insa don duk zancen da suke a cikin kunnuwansa, baya son raini amma ya lura Safnan kwana biyu nema
take ta raina shi. Yana jin knocking d’in k’ofarta ya mata banza har ta gaji ta koma d’akinta ranta yana
sake fisga da halin ko in kulan da yake mata…
A bakin gado ta zauna tana kallon Imani da take kallonta duk da fuskarta ta kasa b’oye murnar ganin y’ar
uwarta da ta yi hakan bai sa ta k’i yi yin kicin-kicin da fuska ba ta k’i kallon Amanin. Amanin murmushi ta
saki tana zama daf da ita ha’de da rungumota a jikinta “Kada dai kice fushi kike da ni Adda na.” Ta kirata
da sunan data son Imanin tafi so, don tana mugun son ta bata girma kamar ba tare aka haifesu ba… “Ba
dole na yi fushi ba Amani, gaba d’aya ni ban san wace irin zuciya ce da ke ba? Rashin kunya fa Amani? Yau
rashin kunyar taki har ta kai kan Mahaifin da ya haife mu?” Amanin turo bakinta ta yi ka’dan kafin ta furta
“Shi ya jama kansa, komai matar nan zata yi Dada baya gani wallahi wata rana idan bata yi wasa ba sai na
mata tabo a fuska tabon Da Dadan zai ji ya tsani ko ganinta….” Imani ta saki baki tana kallonta kawai
bata san sanda hawaye ya fara wanke fuskarta ba, Jikin Amani ya yi sanyi ta d’an ware ido tana kallonta
tana furta “To me nayi kuma? Ce miki aka yi yanzun zan mata illa?” Bata fasa hawayen ba kamar yarda
tsoron da take ji bai fasa bayyana akan idanunta ba… “Ba zaki daina irin wannan kalamin ba? Kina
tunanin da Mami tana nan zata ji da’din abinda kike yi? Ya zama dole ki amince da Mahmoud ki yi aure
Wallahi ko wasu halayen naki zaki canja su shima Dada ya huta da saka shi magana da kike.” Amani bata
mata magana ba ta koma gadon ta kwanta idanunta a lumshe wani irin barci take ji sosai don da daddare
ba barcin take samun yi sosai ba idan ba irin wannan lokacin ba saboda tsabar b’acin rai ko abinci bata
nema ba tun wanda ta tsakura da safe. Imani ta bita da addu’ar shirya a ranta kafin ta mayar da kai itama
ta kwanta idanunta akan hoton mahaifiyarsu da ta zuba mata ido kamar ta san a cikin kewar rashinta
take wani abin da tana raye ta tabbata Amanin ba zata yi shi ba.
Sai Yamma can Dada ya fito daga d’akinsa jikinsa sai baza k’amshin turare yake. Idanunsa suka fa’da kan
na Mommy da take zaune ta fece wanka sai zabga k’amshin turare take. Murmushi ta sakar masa tana
furta “Sannu da fitowa Moddi Allah yasa dai ka bar fushin da kake yi a cikin d’aki.” Ya d’an saki ajiyar
zuciya yana zama a can gefe kansa ne yake d’an sara masa. Mommy ta taso gefensa ta zauna tana saka
jikinta ka’dan a nasa ta shafa k’irjinsa ta furta “Moddi ka yi hak’uri please In sha Allah ba zaka sake samun
b’acin rai ta dalilina akan Amani zan rik’eta kamar y’ar cikina….” Ajiyar zuciya ya saki yana jin kaso casa’in
na cikin b’acin ransa yana tafiya ya shafa kanta a hankali ya furta “Promise..” Ta saka hannunta cikin nasa
a kunnensa ta ra’da masa “Yes promised!” Ya lumshe idonsa yana kai mata peck a lab’banta “Allah ya baki
iko…” “Ameen ta furta tana ji a ranta wannan abinda ta yanke a zuciyarta shine abinda ya dace
tuntuni…
Mommy mayaudariyar mace ce data san salo salo da take bi wajen mallakar Moddi, shi kuma a
rayuwarsa baya son hayaniya don haka sam baya son maganar k’ara aure, ya lura kuma shine abinda y’an
uwansa suka fi so a yanzu, sai dai shi da kansa ya san bai isa ba, bai isa ya yi maganar k’ara aure ba, bayan
masifar Mommy shi kansa ya san yana yin kasuwancinsa ba zai bar shi ya ha’da mata biyu ba, bayan haka
ma akwai wani b’oyayyen dalili mai girman gaske da zai hana shi kasa auren……
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Hadarin gabas….. Mai hankali ya lek’a yamma yanzu aka fara ku bini a hankali kada mu yi garaje a
cikinsa, abu guda da na sani ba zaku yi Dana sani a cikin bibiyarsa ba.
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Safna sam hankalinta kasa kwanciya ya yi, hakan yasa ta shiga tunanin yarda suka dinga yi dai Malamai
kala kala akan aikin Amanin, kowane Malami gaya mata yake aikin ba zai yiwu ba saboda yarinyar tana da
Jinnu a tare da ita. Da k’yar ta samu Malamin da ya ci alwashin zai mata aiki akan hakan. Ta yi amanna da
Malamin nan fiye da Imanin da ke cikin zuciyarta. Ta tuna ranar da ta kai masa kukanta. Kallonta Malamin
kawai yake kafin ya maimaita abinda ta ce cikin sigar tambaya. “Kika ce kina so a mayar da ita karuwa? A
saka mata son bin maza ta yarda Uban da ya haifeta ma zai tsaneta?” Safna ta jijjiga kai “Haka nake so
Allah gafarta Malam, so nake ka mayar da ita haka, ka saka mata matsananciyar sha’awa ta yarda zata
kasa controlling kanta Har sai ta bi maza.” Ya saki ajiyar zuciya kafin Ya buga k’asa sai kuma ya saki
murmushi na hango nasara wannan karan Safna, tabbas aikinmu zai ci ba kamar lokutan baya da kike
asarar ku’dinki ba. Aiki zai ci amma ban ce miki yau ko gobe ba, ke dai ki zuba ido, kada ki yi garaje.”
Murmushi ne Ya kub’rce mata tana jin tsantsar farin ciki yana bin zuciyarta a hankali ta furta “Sai yanzu
hankalina ya kwanta, burina zai cika Malam….”
Wannan kenan ta tuna tana sakin ajiyar zuciya a hankali ta furta sai yaushe aikin nan zai ci ne?
AMANI★★
Da Asubar fari ta farka duk wata gab’a ta jikinta ciwo take, yanayin da ta ganta da Dada a cikin barcin ya
sake bunk’asa yau, don kam duk wani jin da’din mu’amalar auratayya Dadan ya jiyar da ita a cikin barcin
abin kamar almara ya shiga dawo mata daki daki. Runtse idonta ta yi tana kallon Imani da take barcinta
peacefully ta saki ajiyar zuciya tana ayyana ina ma itace. K’irjinta ta dinga bi da kallo tana mamakin yarda
abubuwan suka dinga faruwa a cikin barcin. Ta mik’e jiki a sanyaye don ta tabbata wanka ya kamata ta
dole ga wata yunwa da take ji kamar an yi mata yasa a cikinta.
Don haka ta kasa shiga ta yi wankan sai kawai ta fice kitchen da sauri tana jin idan bata samu ko
cornflakes bane ta sha akwai matsala. Tsit parlorn ba kowa fitilun wajen ma a kashe suke, ta dinga tafiya
a hankali gudun kada ta yi sound d’in da zai damu wani a cikin daren. Don farkon asuba ne k’arfe 4:30 da
rabi.
Daf da k’ofar da zata kai ka kitchen akwai wani corridor da d’aki guda d’aya jal a cikinsa, kuma Dada ya
gaya musu ko da wasa kada su kwatanta shiga d’akin. Wani irin sound da ta dinga ji yana fitowa daga
wajen ne yasa ta tsaya cak ta d’auke numfashinta don jin sound d’in
Menene. Wani irin nishi ta dinga ji da kamar gurnani kamar dai ana making love ko saduwa da iyali kalar
wanda take ji a cikin barcinta, har ta yi hanyar d’akin sai kuma wata zuciyar ta kwab’eta da ta tuna mata
da Dada da Mommy a matsayin ma’aurata a irin kuma lokacin komai zai iya faruwa, don haka ta ja baya
da sauri ta shige kitchen k’ok’arin ha’da cornflakes d’in take amma ta kasa. Wani yanayi take ji a k’asan
ranta me kama da tana jin haushin abinda ta ji d’in ta ji haushin tunanin da ta yi na Dada na kusantar
Mommy ne. Ta runtse idonta tana jin zafi a ranta idan har bata yi kuskure ba kishin Mommy take ji. Wani
irin zafi da take ji a zuciyarta ne yasa ta isa fridge d’in kitchen d’in ta bu’de ta d’au table water ta b’alle
murfin tare da saka shi a bakinta, ba ta dire ba sai da ta shanye shi tas sannan ta yi wulli da jarkar inda
sound d’in robar ruwan ya kara’de kitchen d’in abinka da dare. Dada da ya fito daga d’akin ya ji sound ‘din
don haka hankalinsa ya kai kan kitchen d’in. Juyawa ya yi ya koma kitchen d’in kansa tsaye ya shiga yana
bin ta da kallo tana tsaye idanunta a lumshe gashin kanta a watse saman kafa’dunta daga ita sai y’ar
b’ingilar rigar barcin da ta wuce mata gwiwa da ka’dan. “Amani!” Ya furta a hankali ta ji kiran har tsakiyar
kanta tsigar jikinta ta tashi sosai, kasa bu’de idon ta yi don ta tabbata ba Dadan bane banzan imagination
d’in ta ne. Jin Shiru ya saka shi matsawa daf da ita k’amshin turarensa da ta zuk’a ne yasa ta bu’de
lumsassun idanunta a hankali ta waresu a kansa yana tsaye ya yi folding hannunsa yanayin da ta gan shi a
cikin barcin yanzun ma bata kawo gaske bane don haka kawai ta fa’da jikinsa don tana jin abinda zata yi
kenan ta ceci kanta daga zazzafan feelings d’in da take ji tun daga k’afarta har tsakiyar kanta, wata ajiyar
zuciya suka saki a tare, ba tare da ya janyeta jikinsa ba ya runtse nasa idon yana bubbuga bayanta a
kunnenta ya ra’da mata “Are you okay? Me kike yi a kitchen tsakiyar dare?” Sai a lokacin hankalinta ya
dawo jikinta ta tabbatar ba mafarkin da ta saba bane, wannan zahiri Dada ne da sauri ta janye jikinta
tana kallonsa ta cikin d’an hasken da yake kitchen d’in na dim light. Jikinta har rawa yake ta ja baya tana
furta “Dada, you?” Kallonta yake yi from head to toe, yana son ya tabbatar da ko lafiya take sai kuma
yaga da sauri ta fice daga kitchen d’in tana furta “Am okay Dada, da da dama yunwa nake ji na fito cin
abinci…” Kafin ta fice ya jawo hannunta da nasa soft hand ‘din ya dawo da ita tsakiyar kitchen d’in “Kin ci
abincin yanzu?” Ta girgiza kai. Kallon cornflakes d’in da ta d’auko ya yi, ba tare da ya saki hannun ba ya
sake janta har suna kusan ha’da jiki suka koma, da kansa ya ha’da mata cornflakes d’in ya saka mata ruwa
mai sanyi, yana mik’a mata cup d’in ya bi gashinta da jikinta da kallo ya furta “Kada ki sake fitowa cikin
dare a haka…” sai a lokacin wata zazzafar kunya ta rufeta duk da kasancewrsa Ubanta bai kamata ya
ganta a yanayin shiga irin wannan ba, ba a abinda ya b’uya daga halittar matan takarta, musamman
k’irjinta don rigar nylon ce da ta bi ta kwanta a jikinta. Ya dubi idonta yana d’an sakin murmushi ya furta
“Good Night.”. Daga haka ya fice daga kitchen d’in. Cup d’in ta runtse a hannunta tana furta “Me ye a
kanki Amani? He is your Dad fa..” Ta yi saurin lumshe idonta tana sakin ajiyar zuciya gaba d’aya jikinta ya
na’de k’amshin turarensa tsaf kamar ya mata wanka da shi, turaren da yake gigita mata hankali ya fitar da
ita daga tunaninta ta fa’da duniyar masoya. Numfashinta fusga a hankali da ta tuna yanayin da ta ji su
d’azu da Mommy sai ta saki tsaki ka’dan tana jan k’afarta ta fice a kitchen d’in.
Har a lokacin Imani barcin ta take peacefully. Don haka Amanin ta zauna daga parlor tana shan cornflakes
d’inta cikin wani irin yanayi musamman yarda take shak’ar turaren Dadan, ganin ba ta gane komai a shan
cornflakes d’in yasa ta tura cup d’in gefe tana jan pillow ta rungume shi a hankali tana tuno sanda a d’azu
ta rungume Dadan yanayin yana sake zafafa a tattare da ita tana nan zaune cikin wannan halin bata san
an yi Assalatu ba don bayan komai ya lafa mata sai barci ya d’an fisgeta mai cike da mafarkin Dada. Tashin
da Imani take mata ne yasa ta bu’de ido tana kallon Imanin da ta kafe ta da ido da alamar kallon tuhuma
take mata…
Ba tare da tace mata komai ba ta juya d’aki tana furta “Wak’atussalah….” Amanin ta mik’e tana kallon a
yanayin da ta yi barcin ga k’amshin Dada still a tattare da ita, da sauri ta shige toilet bayan shigar ta
d’akin. Imani ta bi k’ofar toilet d’in da kallon bayan ta sake shak’ar k’amshin turaren da ta tabbatar na
Dada ne, gabanta ya sake fa’duwa wasu tunani barkatai suka shiga bijirowa zuciyarta…. Ta runtse idonta
tana furta “Allah kada ka saka abinda nake tunani ne, da mun shiga uku!” Bata sake tsorata ba sai da
Amanin ta fito kanta a jik’e da alamar wankan tsarki ta yi, ai bata san sanda ta isa gabanta ba ta ja
hannunta tana tab’a gashin kanta… “Wankan me kika yi Amani?” Amanin ta runtse idonta tana mamakin
tambayar da Imanin ta mata, don dai sarai ta san ta saba irin wannan wankan da asuba ya zame mata jiki
meye na mata wannan tambayar Kuma? Murya a shak’e ta furta “Wankan dana saba ne duk Asuba,
Saboda na yi mafarkin da na saba…” Ta fa’da tana kallon tsakiyar idon Iman d’in. Iman ta cije leb’enta
tana furta “Yau a mafarkin naki har wanka Dadan ya miki da turarensa?” Sosai hantar cikin Amani ta yi
rawa ta zauna a gefen gado dab’as tana saka towel ta rufe kanta sabida sanyin da ta ji ya shiga jikinta har
tsakiyar kanta, ta runtse idonta leb’enta na rawa ta furta “Zargi na kike da mahaifin da ya haifeni Imani?
Zargi na kike da aikata zina da mahaifina Iman….?” Wani irin kuka ne ya kub’uce mata. Iman dai na tsaye
itama nata hawayen zuba yake sam kukan Amanin bai tab’a mata zuciya ba don tata zuciyar tafi ta
Amanin karaya ya zama kuma dole ta gaya mata gaskiyar abinda ya faru tun kafin su zo aji kunya… “Ba
zargi nake ba, na tabbatar yau kin ha’da jiki da Dada kamar yarda duk rigar ki ta baibaye da k’amshin
turaren da duk wanda ya san Dada ya san na sane, ki gaya min gaskiya Amani me ke tsakaninki Da
Dada?” Ta fa’da a tsawace wannan karan hawayen idonta ba su bar zuba ba duk jikinta ma rawa yake.
“Ba ki yi k’arya ba, tabbas yau na rungume Dada a jikina…..” wani irin Mari Iman ta sakar mata ta kai
mata shak’a a wuya cikin gigita ta furta “Wani irin banzan tunani ne ya hau kan ki? Mahaifinki Amani shi
kikewa soyayya irin ta Miji da Mata? Yau lamarin ya zarce mafarki har ta kai ga kin kai kan ki wajensa , to
hell with you Amani…..” Kasa magana Amani ta yi illa runtse ido da ta yi hannayenta dafe da wajen da
Iman d’in ta mareta ba tare da ta sake ko kallonta ba ta mik’e ta zura rugar sallarta ta fara sallah,
idanunta na zubar da hawaye, Iman jikinta a sanyaye itama ta tada sallahr hawaye ba bin idanunta wani
bayan wani sallahr kawai take ba tare da ta san abinda take fa’da ba don sam ba nutsuwa a cikin sallahr
kamar yarda Amanin itama tata sallahr ba nutsuwa. Tunda suka yi sujjada kowa ya kasa d’agowa suna
gayawa Allah buk’atunsu cikin shashshek’ar kuka.
Ko bayan da suka idar, Imani sake juyo da Amani ta yi ta fuskacenta sosai idanunsu cikin na juna ta furta
“Ki gaya min exactly what happened between you and Dad… Amani ina tsoro ina tsoron faruwar komai.
Ki tuna maraicin mu ba mu da Uwa Amani me kike son duniya ta d’auke mu?” Madadin amsa mata
Amani fa’dawa jikinta ta yi cikin kakkarwar jiki tana sakin kuka ta furta “Da gaske Iman ina son ya
kusanceni ina son na ji shi kusa da ni, ina son na shak’i k’amshin turarensa tausassan hannunsa da
sussulb’an lips d’insa Ina son Dada ya zan yi Iman ki gaya min ya zan yi na daina jin abinda nake ji game
da shi, da gaske yau na rungumeshi a kitchen in a romantic way amma wallahi ba a hayyacina ba ne
shai’dan ne Iman bayan wannan ba abinda ya faru tsakanin mu…..” Ta fa’da cikin wata irin karyayyiyar
zuciya. Itama Iman d’in tata zuciyar a karyen take kasa magana ta yi illa sake rungumar Amanin da tayi
tana jin yarda zuciyarta take bugu sosai idanunta a lumshe ta furta “I love him to the extent Iman I wish I
can marry him…..” Daga haka ta saki wata ajiyar zuciya mai k’arfin gaske da ya razana Iman ganin tabbas
da gaske suma ta yi don ga shi nan jikinta ya saki ta kuma mata nauyi. A ru’de ta janyeta ta saka ta a kan
pillow sannan ta shiga toilet da sauri ta d’ebo ruwa ta zuba mata a jiki da fuska, wani irin nishi ta yi
alamar ta dawo hayyacinta daidai lokacin Da Dadan ya shigo yana kallon Imanin ya furta “Ke Lafiya me ya
sameta?” Jikin Imani har b’ari yake ta juya tana kallon Dada a ranta tana jin gwara ta gaya masa gaskiya
amma ta ce me? Zuciyarta ta cigaba da sanar da ita gwara kawai ta gaya masa gaskiya.
Shin
